dead to the world
baby its hard
just goin through life
always bein torn apart
the things ive seen
the things ive done
been beaten, bloodied, battered, and bruised
but MAN have i had some fun
been through fights
took on the world
and gave it all up
just to be with one girl
but now im back in the game
fightin to find myself
hopin i can keep up
and come out on top
no one knows me any more
they forgot their fear
all they see is a walkin corpse
someone who dosent belong here
ive been dead to the world for so long
but ive kept alive in my heart
and now im breakin out
and stealin back my part


This old body may be dead to the world, but baby I'm alive in my heart. (IM DETERMINED TO FIT THIS IN SOMEHOW!! lol)




At this point it's just a random collection of thoughts. I was outside, just alone with my thoughts, tryin' to keep from imploding, and wondering why Rachel's parents won't let her talk on the phone at one in the morning. It would be a lot easier if I could talk to someone right now, but everyone's either got school tomarrow, work tomarrow, or isn't allowed on this late, or in the case of one person, has something to do with the problem, so I can't call him either. Anyway, this is just a random collection of thoughts wrote down in notepad the best I could remember, and copied onto here. It's not done yet, so I made it a journal instead of a deviation, but I would still love everyone's opinion so I know how I'm doin'. I want this to be the best song I've ever written, and I want to know what you all think so far, and what I should change or whatever, to make it a better song.

On a side note, the first several are, but the last ten-fifteen or so aren't in any particular order, they just kind of went along so I wrote them down. Anyway, enjoy, and critique as much as you like!! (This is your chance to get back at me for all my mean/sarcastic joking around )